spn meme : → 4 relationships
I know you! I’ve been following you around my entire life. I mean, I’ve been looking up to you since I was four, Dean. Studying you, trying to be just like my big brother. So yeah, I know you. Better than anyone else in the world.
Tender is the day the demons go away; Lord, I need to find someone who can heal my mind.
He lays traps all over your body and he says
he’ll never let anyone take you.
darling i could drink a case of you,
and i would still be on my feet
we might kiss when we are alone
when nobody’s watching
we might take it home
He’s the air I would kill to breathe
four otps [2/4]
When you were little, couldn’t have been more than five, you just started asking questions. How come we didn’t have a mom. Why did we always have to move around. Where’d Dad go? He’d disappear for days at a time. I remember beggin’ you, ‘Quit asking, Sammy. Man, you don’t want to know.’ I just wanted you to be a kid. Just for a little while longer. Always tried to protect you. Keep you safe. Dad didn’t even have to tell me. It’s just always my responsibility, you know? It’s like I had one job. I had one job, and I screwed it up. I blew it, and for that, I’m sorry. I guess that’s what I do. I let down the people I love. Y’know, I let Dad down, and now I guess I’m just supposed to let you down, too. How can I? How am I supposed to live with that? What am I supposed to do?
i love you like a brother
and i love you like a child
and i love you like a lover
and i love you dumb and colorblind